| I've been so busy that i really haven't had time to write. It sounds strange to say that considering i've only been working 25 hours a week. :) and still haven't even started classes yet. I is great to be back at school. I actually love learning, which sounds strange. Hope everyone is as blessed as i am. |
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| Ill be coming home next Saturday. I am so excited!!! I prayed about it
and i feel like God is telling me to go home. :) I can't wait to see
everyone back at FCC!!!
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| A friend and i have been very unsatisfied lately. I work at a Church
and she is here just about as much as i am helping out with different
activities. Yet, we are both desiring so much more. I didn't understand
what was going on and just started praying. I realized both our
problems were that our hopes hadn't been in God. Putting hope in
getting a degree in ministry, in a loved one getting saved, in ever
getting married, etc. When i needed it the most i found Psalms 42
today. 42:2 "As the deer pants for the water brooks, So my soul pants
for You, O God." 42:11 "Why are you in despair, O my soul? And why have
you become disturbed within me? HOPE IN GOD, for I shall yet praise
HIM, The help of my countenance and my God."
My hope was in the wrong place, yet again. It is so easy to get
distracted by the things of this world. When your hope is in the right
place, you will not thurst.
Be Blessed
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| Answers are starting to come. I even got an e-mail. Things that i
didn't think were possible God is making possible. All i want to do is
serve him, whatever way he thinks best. I started to realize a few days
ago how much the girls here at this church need me, and how i am really
not needed much at my home church. I realize the kids like me, even
love me, but the youth pastor there has a wife. The girls here really
don't have anyone that has the time to spend with them, or someone they
can relate to. A few moms talking about wanted me to stay almost
started crying when thinkiing of me leaving. It breaks my heart.
I got an e-mail from a Christian University yesturday, which i didn't
think i would be able to afford. Then they told me because of my grades
i could get a 2k scholarship which would actually make my payements
from $775 a month in FCC to only $50 a month at Tennesse Temple
University. I am not saying i have made any desitions, but God is
opening doors.Wisdom and guidance is as always needed.
Be Blessed
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